We are very proud of you Shyla...You made it to Grad one way or another..YOU MADE IT!! It's going to be hard tonight,for all of us.I want you to shine.Send down some of your strength to us.You are the most strongest person Iv ever known and Im very proud to call you my daughter.We are so honorned that your clas included us in Grad..that they didnt have to do,but they loved you.The table and your picture and your lime green candle will SHINE all night.Oh and the girls are all going to the ceremony.They wouldn't miss it.You have to be at Megan's Grad on the 25,then all your girls on June28th.You said it was going to be busy this year,you told me "mom Im gonna have to fly",yup I never thought..funny how little things youve said come back to me.I Love you sweetheart..Love mom.
A Mother's Day Thought From Shyla / Melissa Eiler (Visitor)
Wed April4th,07 / Mom Im going out to see you today,I bought some flower pots and a butterfly stepping stone.The pots are not going to go out yet as I want some really nice flowers in them first.Everynight is no different from the last .I still cry myself to sleep,as you no,I no your here with me I feel you holding my hand,I feel the kisses you give me,I feel the cool air when there isnt any in the room.I feel you here with me and its so stronge,..Tell Grandma thankyou for the visit,it was so nice to hear her voice and have a hug,Im sure it was dad and Grandpa on either side of her,yet I only saw her and felt her hug,and yet you were so far away,why wont you come closer,you stand in my dreams so far away,yet I hear you as if your beside me saying Im here mom .James moved into his own place ,You would be so proud of him,Yer dad and I told him how proud we are of him.Yet his Mom couldnt even say that..You need to talk to Aunty Rosie,tell her Jmaes needs to hear that from her.I miss Aunty Rose Shyla and I feel so alone,all I can think is why after we loose you do I feel like everything is falling apart ,why does everybody have to be so mean,I need you,my heart hurts so much.7 1/2months and its still 7minuts later for me.Andy came into the store,looked like he needed a shower and u to shave his head,I still see the pain in his eyes,he really loved you.He's drinking alot now,somthing he never did b4.when Im ready Shyla come closer ,I really need you..Love mom.
Happy Easter Shyla~ / Sue~ Mom To Ashley Trapp
Easter Morn
Easter morn with lilies fair
Fills the church with perfumes rare,
As their clouds of incense rise,
Sweetest offerings to the skies.
Stately lilies pure and white
Flooding darkness with their light,
Bloom and sorrow drifts away,
On this holy hallow'd day.
Easter Lilies bending low
in the golden afterglow,
Bear a message from the sod
To the heavenly towers of God
By Louise Lewin Matthews
God Bless Your Family & Friends, Sue, Ashley’s Mom
A Prayer ....... / Maria Angel Mum To Amore, Cara, Teressa &. Pieta ZolloSemmler
March12/07/ Mom Ive never felt so close to you since that terrible day back in august.I felt you.It was amazing,you touched my arm and held my hand.I just wanted to thank you so very much for that.Most times I feel so lost and helpless without you around .the the other half is so hard to deal with.U are the best thing that ever happened to me..Being only 16 and haveing you to hold,I just miss you so much.I asked and you came ,you held my hand and toutched my arm,if thats all I can have till the day I die and get to see your smiles and your eyes and really hug you then thats all I can ask for and Im very thankful.My fear was that there was no one there for you,but you get to meet my dad and get to see grandma again,and you get to meet grandpa.Im sure as much as they must be trying to keep you in line,your just having a blast,flying by the seat of your pants and going for the moment.You could never of been kept in line,if it ment go right you would go left,thats just who you are.I love you for making me who Iam,u have so many people to watch over,be a little bird or a flutterby,whatever you want..but ill never stop loving you and ill never stop saying good morning and goodnight i love you have sweetdreams..God made me live here without you ,just like he made you go to heaven without me,but you will and always will be my lilmouse..somday I will close my eyes to open them and see you,just where youve always been right here beside me.mauh fashizzle shizzla..love mom.
If We Could Bring You Back Again / (((hugs))) Xoxox (((hugs))xoxo) If We Could Bring You Back Again
If we could bring you back again, for one more hour or day, We'd express all our unspoken love; We'd have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again, We'd say we treasured you, And that your presence in our lives Meant more then we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again, To tell you what we should, You'd know how much we miss you now, And if we could, We would
foot prints in da sand / Mark (Brother)
One night i had a dream. I dreamed that shyla and i were walking>along the beach on a hot summers night.
>cross the sky flashed scenes from her life. For each scenes, I
>noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; One set belonged to
>shyla and the other to me.
>When the last scene of her life flashed before me, i looked back at
>the footprints in the sand, i then came to relize, that many
>times along the path. there was only one set of footprints, and they
>were mine.
>So i ask the loard y loard y did u have to take that dream from me>what have i don, y loard y did u have to take shyla away from us .
>The load said son i will help you and your family through this
>troublesome time. but loard i only see one set of footprints in da
>sand there were two in the begining i don't understand loard when
>we need you the most you would leave us.
>The load say my precious precious child, i love you and i would
>never leave you during you and your familys time of trail and>suffering, when you see only one set of footprints it is then that>shyla is with you cairrying you and your family. when you
>feel all warm and tingley that is shyla hugging you, when there is a
>smile on ur face and the sun is shyning and you and your family is
happy that is shyla letting you know that its ok to smile and be
happy and when u are down and feeling blue that is her to reminding
you that she to needs you. so please live on in the name of SHYLA>and be not afraid to carry on as shyla would want all of you to do
LOVE ALWAYS MARKY MARK
Hi Shyla / Grandma Moore Yes we were out to Alberta to be with Auntie Kim and Uncle Rick and Rebecca-Mae when the twins were born. Every night the first star I see is yours. I saw lots in Alberta and thought of you often. You are with us wherever we are. Love Grandma
Jan..18/07/ Mom
Hay sweetheart...Auntie Kim had her babies..January 15th,7:08pm Rihanna Jessica 5'12 and Maverick Alberta 7:10pm 7'13..holy big babies for twins..everything went fine as Im sure you no,as you must of been there the hole time holding her hand,she was scared.I just no you were there to help her.Grandma says the babies are perfect..little toes and fingers..just like the way you and travis were when you's were little.Wow In the last 5months so much has changed..we have all learned to cope with you being gone ,and missing you everyday,..I think Ive disided on what to do with all your cloths,but Im just not ready to let them go yet,I think I'll keep your winter coat forever,I hug it all the time,it still smells like you.Did you take frosty home?he disapreared...He wasnt out there,thats ok he was ment to blow in the wind,so blowing away is ok..Ill find you somthing else,maybe a butterfly for spring..Grandma wanted a lady to make us a blanket out of all your cloths so we could keep them,but i just cant bare anybody cutting up your nice cloths for that...plus you have some really nice stuff..there's a church in Winnipeg that does things for needy families,shelters..thats what I think you'd like me to do..is that alright? Oh and that picture I framed it and gave it to Eddy,he just bought a house and I asume your artwork will be the only thing on the wall..Aunt Rose is sick again her kidneys,whisper to god and ask him to make her all better for a few more years,I cant bear loosing her too.They say I wont see you in my dreams till I can let you go..Oct24 was the last time I saw you in a dream you laughed and giggled and smiled and huged me..how I so want to do that again..Its just so hard too,my tears fall all the time,and my heart hurts,I have good days but most are heavy ones..I still wake up most nights at 4am..why?is there somthing you want me to know..I dont understand..I feel the wind on my face ,I think it you and I feel the snowflakes on my nose i can only imagine its you touching it.This is still so hard to beleive,I still wish it was a nightmear,and that i would wake up,but everyday is the same the sun sets and raises,and still the thought of you not ever coming home hits hard.You were so stronge willed and I new that would take you everywhere,just not where you are now..I was only ever stronge when you were here,send me some of that strenghth,help me to see things ,and Ill try to live for you..All I can do is try..I love you Shyla,my lilmouse~take care in heavan,teach all the kids to dance,thats what you wanted to do..~love mom.
A Letter from Heaven / Aunty Shelly My dearest family and friends,
Some things I'd like to say, but first of all to let you know I arrived okay. I'm writing this from Heaven where I dwell with God above, where there's no more tears or sadness, there is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight, remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome You!"
When you think of my life on earth and all those loving years, because you're only human they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain, remember there would be no flowers unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, but if I tell you now, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I'm closer to you now then I ever was before.
When you are walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when you feel the gentle breeze upon your face, that's me giving you a great big hug or just a soft embrace, and when it's time for you to go from that body and to be free, remember you're not going, you are coming here to me....
My friend's mom passed away and I thought this was a beautiful poem and thought I would share, it helps believing in what is said and kinda makes each passing day a lil easier.... You are forever in my thoughts as well as my prayers, I find before I close my eye's at night I say goodnight to you and grandma and pray to someday see you all soon. I always go to sleep with my rosery beads shining bright and knowing you all are there with me at night.... Loving you always Shyla- I really don't think time makes it easier you just learn to cope with the loss of you and deal with the pain... xoxox (((hugs)))
A new year,2007 / Mom Its 3:07am,I dont know how much the heart can take.I feel like mine is 4ever broken in half.Id give anything to hear you on the other end of the phone.Or just to see you walk in the door wanting a ride to work.Or telling me a story about what you and Andy did the night b4.Oh god I miss you so much Honey,.Sam is engaged,youd be so happy for her,.Youd of been her maid of honour,i just know it.Im going to find her a lime green something or other for her to where on her wedding day,so she'll have something of you there.~You'll be there everywhere.Its easy to pretend its not true,,,your still here...the seasons change~the snow still comes and the chill hits you hard..then I close my eyes,I feel you,maybe its just my mind,but all the same it helps me go on,the feeling that I no is you.The tingle,The whispers..I love you honey.Im trying shyla ,Im really trying,Its so hard.Your dreams were mine.give me strength hun to make it threw whatever god has his plan 4 me.Your brother needs you.~I love you baby.
Picture/ Shelly Don't Grieve (aunty)
Guess I have to look at things this way- thankyou for the picture- it brought happiness and tears- but gratefull ones...
DON'T GRIEVE
Don't Grieve for me, For now Iam Free. I'm Following the Path God Laid for Me. I took His Hand when I heard His call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, to Love, to laugh, to work, or Play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I've found that Peace at the close of day. If my parting has left a Void, then fill it with Remembered Joy, A Love and Friendship shared, A Laugh, A Kiss. AH, YES, These things I Too will Miss. Be not Burdened with times of Sorrow, I wish you the Sunshine of Tomorrrow. My Life's been Full, I Savoured Much; Good Friends, Good Times, A Loved One's Touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too Brief. Don't lengthen it with undo Grief. God wanted me now; He Set ME Free....
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name, all I have are memories and Your picture in a frame.... Missing you always, missing the times we had, loving you always Love you (((hugs)))) xxxxKissesxxxx
If I only New.dec.14/06 / Mom
If I new that Monday would be our last conversation, I'd of told you I love you a thousands times, I would of hugged you tighter and held on longer. If I new the pain tuesday morning would bring, I would of prayed for Monday never to end. I would of prayed for more time. I would of prayed for God to let me go in your place. I would of prayed~please NO,let her stay. If I new that having you and all the joy,love and even painful teenage fights,would oneday end, I wouldn't of missed any of it! If I new you were going to leave us so soon, I would have cherished every moment, like it was our last. I would have hung on to every word, and every last breath. If I had known the pain would hurt so bad, I still wouldn't have given up the 17years, I had to hold you,cry with you,encourage you,in everything you have done. If I would have known, I would have told you over and over how important it was to see the Doctor, I would of made you stay home. I would of made sure I had you at the hospital faster, I would of made sure Andy new how easy it was , to loose you if you had an attack. If I would of known. I would breath for you,to make you stay. Im sorry , This had to happen to you. Im sorry, you lost your breath. Im sorry, you couldnt breath. If I would of known, then my tears and broken heart and all this emptyness I feel ,would let me bring you home. Instead Im left here, to hug your coat and cry on. Im left here , to sit beside your grave, And cry. I love you Shyla,..my mouse my best friend~love mom.
I miss You / Mom In twilight gleam always thoughts of you, Morning mist arrives, Your absence,shocking real and true. I know your gone and faraway, the loss haunts me threw out the day. Taken away so beautiful and young, the loss of your life when it had just begun. When last I held you,my face in your hair, Kissing your cheek as It turned cold~asking god"why". I held your hand,not wanting to let go, till it was warm in mine. As you lay in your casket, I thought of a life taken befor its time. "we were supposed to look for grad dreses". Not your eternal bed. Your lungs closed~your heart couldnt keep up. The soul shattering grief is more then I can bear. Warm hazel eyes,colour like autom tree's. I unable to ever see you again~cry. Your life passed by on a warm summer day, You brought happiness to whomever you passed by. The loss of sunshine you brought to my heart, cold dark emptyness,now there,will never depart. I pray your presents and memory, stay fresh in my thoughts and in my soul, never to fade,to wither,nor grow old. I'll miss daily,my mouse, till my broken heart stops beating and life is done. You will always be forever loved, forever seventeen,in heaven above.
whispers/ Mom Somtimes I dont know what to say,other times I cant say anything.I try to listen really hard ,I try to just about imagine that you'r still here.I hear things,somtimes I think Im going crasy,then the phone rings and Its Gail or Yvonne.And Im so upset I can hardly talk,they just seem to know what to say ,and I listen,as I calm myself and try to breath easyer.Life is so hard,Its easyer to think your just mad at us cuz you didnt get your own way,but the phone doesnt ring with you on the other end,nore do you walk in the door wanting a ride to work.I still have a very hard time getting gas out at Harolds.I tend to stay away from there.Its just not the same.Im going with the flow here,work house londary and so on.The snow is pretty deep out at the graveyard,but frosty is still blowing in the wind and the light is shining blue.I try and be normal,but most times its too hard .You always seem to no how to get what you want me to hear,and i do hear the whispers Shyla.Everything I said to you ,Mark said in his poem,how'd he no?.Thanks for the hugs,there the only things that gets me threw the days ahead,Or when someone answers a question I just asked you..makes my heart skip a little,cuz I no your not to far away,I just cant see you,but I no your here beside me,.I'll see you soon sweetheart,but not yet..I have to make sure your KID&Dad&Andy are ok first....love always..mom...mauhXXOO
Praying for Your Family's Peace during the Holiday Seasons / Linda Ward (Angel Friend )
Thank-you/ Kimberley Moore (Mom) Thank-you Mark for sponcering the site, huge thanks you and lots of hugs,you were and always will be her Marky.
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